justrun-.

shouldn't be blogging since there's still phys paper but heck i'm tired and i need to vent haha. so..this shall be a pre post-exam post (post-exam post is supp to be all retrospective...)

agkdsljfsdkj i think screwed up a lot (possibly all) of my papers. cos. i'm me and me = tendency to fail. today was the worst cos i had a major mental block during chem paper. it's like i was trying to think and someone had short-circuited one of the connections in my brain to my memory area. ?! like really. i was just staring at the paper and nothing was coming to my head. perhaps the result of over-stimulation of brain cells over the past mth. eegad. very. very. very. bad.

really have never studied so much.. over such a long period of time. nahah. gotta get used to it cos like it or not, this is just the beginning.

right now, my flaws are so glaring that it's blinding to look in the mirror. zz. shan't think too far and just think of tmr, 11.01am. when i can finally let go a bit.

had a really bad headache and stomachache just now. felt like throwing up .. i blame the sat and sunday oily and salty meals. i think i'm oil and salt intolerant. just really feel super gross after eating such things. ackkk. time to detox.

NGAAHHHH PHYSICS TMR. heh as much as i (honestly) enjoy the subject, exam stress really kills the fun.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [12:43]

and took [20080630] strides

it's the passion that drives you